Dwayne and everyone thanks so much, i will recover from this and probably be stronger too.
I need to keep life in perspective and avoid Krispy Creme Doughnuts too:lol:
I appreciate all the prayers and kind words from so many people I've either only written with or talked to on the phone.
My business means a lot to me, but my friendships and the personal well being of these people has always come first, if you've ever talked to me personally.
A quote from Elvis really put me in my place quite a while ago, when his father had complained that he spent his time and money too freely on his friends and family, Elvis's reply was i can always make more money.
I really believe people are here on earth for a purpose and my mission has been spelled out to me many times in my life and I sometime disregard it and become selfish and self driven vs. doing what is best for everyone I am in contact with. I think this is why my stubborness , has always been blocking my ability to freely let my emotions flow. When my daughter had cancer this past winter again it shocked me into a new state of mind, but again as hundreds of thousands of people all over the world helped to pray for a miraculous recovery, that even stunned her doctors, I regressed to spending way too much time on-line and not with my reborn daughter and her twin. This will now definitely change and if anyone sees me spending too much time here, please give me a swift kick ....my wrist is now sore so i have to go...god speed to all and thanks again Dwayne for the forum to express my gratitude and feelings...
Steve